Remember a Sibling

My brother, younger by 20 months, died from non-hodgkins lymphoma in 1998 at the age of 29. When he had a bone marrow transplant in 1997, just weeks after Princess Diana's death, I wasn't a match. I still feel guilty to this day. I know it's not my fault and stuff like that but if I could have given my marrow I would have done so gladly. I miss you my brother. We will always remember you with a smile on our face. It will be 10 years on July 20th that you've been gone. Hard to believe.