do any of you go to groups for support/healing in your areas?

I am so sorry for your loss. We are here for you.
What area do you live? MCLG has members all over the world, many have met in person. MCLG is for bereaved parents only, please come visit, we welcome all bereaved parents with open arms, and the most incredible loving and compassionate support.
I lost my son almost 5 years ago... I couldn't have made it this far without MCLG. http://www.mychildlossgrief.org