I think poetry is a beautiful way to share your pain and forge means of connection and healing. That's why I thought I would share a touching poem I came across online from a grieving mother ...and, please, everyone feel free to share your poetry, as well.
Here is the poem:
Someday, Sweet Nicholas
by MLM
Some days
I want to die
Just to be with you again.
Then I remember life’s beauty
And I live to honor you.
Some days
I wish for one more day with you,
One more moment to hold you, touch you, kiss you.
Then I realize “one more” would never be enough
And I choose to cherish “the ones” I had.
Some days
You invade my every thought.
All I see is your beautiful face, your perfect body
And I long to hold you again…
But instead I must hold onto memories.
Some days
I think of all that could have been
All that should have been, with you here…
And my heart breaks without you –
Then your brothers make my heart soar.
Some days
I feel such unbearable sorrow
I miss you so –
And I know I’d rather feel that forever
Than to never have known you.
Some days
I see families who have not endured this pain.
I envy their pure, unadulterated joy.
Then I realize your life has made my joys bigger, my will stronger
As I rise above the sorrow of your death.
Some days
I’d give anything to have you here,
To see your precious face and give you all my love.
Then I remember that love
Is all you ever knew.
Some days
I glow with pride as Jo speaks of you
He sends you gifts, balloons, notes –
All Heaven-bound for his big brother
And I smile because you are known to him, part of him, loved by him.
Some days
I am so overjoyed to have your brothers in my life
That for a moment I can’t imagine being happier…
Then I think if you were still here
My joy would be uncontainable.
Some day
Perhaps we’ll all be together again.
My sons will be reunited,
My husband’s spirit will soar
And finally I will feel whole.
Some day
My precious, beloved son,
I will dance with you in Heaven
And I will never let you go
…For now, sweet baby, I carry you with me.
You are in all I do, all I love, all that I am.
Your life has defined me and we are inseparable.
I love you.
Mommy
Another poem online:
MY CHILDREN'S NAMES
The mention
of my children's names
May bring tears to my eyes,
But it never fails to bring
Music to my ears.
If you are really my friend,
Let me hear the beautiful
music of their names.
It soothes my broken heart
And sings to my soul.
-Author Unknown
Marie Elise Mar 25, 2008
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