best friends

more that year ago I've lost my best friend, we have known each other since first class of school, we spent together hollidays, studied at the same uni, of course we had our own lives but we had always knew that when something bad happens other person will come, help, talk. This certitude was most important, but now it is lost. Of coure I've got another colleages, mates and people who i know, but nobody who will understand me so good like him...