I was raised on X-japan music and I loved hide. He was like the father I never had. I became more intrested in him than any of the other members. whenever my father and mother would fight I played "Good bye" by him and silently cried hoping some day he take me away. After he died my parents had divorced and I swore for him to be the best singer and lyricist I can be. At the moment I am about to enter college and I am auditioning for a music scholarship. I won't let you down hide. Thank you for your guidance.

I raelly Love Anime but more i realy Love japanese songs. eve thoghi cant fully undertand it. im been mesmarize by the music and feelings of every song.

One of the most memorable japanese song i ever heard is "Longing" of th epopular group "X Japan". It really give me a feeling of sadness fear and most of all, "longing".

I first heard the song with it's anime video, then i search for the real singers. At first i reealy got nhooked by his co-band mate Yoshiki. BUt i realy found hide outstanding above everyone else in the group. He's different, he's very mysterious and very cute.

At that moment i started to collect information, photos, videos and a lot more about him.
but even before i know him fully well, i found out that he is already dead.

i was very shocked. and right in front of my computer, i cried. He already died 10 years ago before i even met him. the video that i watch was the last concert of hide with X Japan. he died five months after the concert.

i didnt stop collecting thing about him, but instead i research more to find out how great he really is. Hes a great musician for everyone.

long live hide in my heart