I was raised on X-japan music and I loved hide. He was like the father I never had. I became more intrested in him than any of the other members. whenever my father and mother would fight I played "Good bye" by him and silently cried hoping some day he take me away. After he died my parents had divorced and I swore for him to be the best singer and lyricist I can be. At the moment I am about to enter college and I am auditioning for a music scholarship. I won't let you down hide. Thank you for your guidance.