My year of magical thinking is up and I have to come to grips with reality. What is reality? You are physically not here with us but I know you have not left us. I see you in every butterfly I see. I see you in all these kids faces. I talk to you everyday and I know you hear me. I feel your presence especially when I am struggling. I hear you whisper in my ear. When I start to stumble I feel you hold me up. I hear you answer when I ask you to guide me, I feel you gently point me in the right direction. There is not one memory I want to share but an infinite number of memories and that number is still growing even though you are not physically here. I want to share this feeling of certainty and assurance I have because I know you have not left us but instead you are waiting for us. Thank you mom for staying and please keep visiting us. We will never stop wanting to hold you but just knowing you are still here for us will sustain us until we are with you again. I Love you Mom. Don’t worry, I am ok with people thinking I a little crazy. I have never been one to worry about that. As for reality I think it is over rated.
Your daughter,
Sonya
P.S. We love you the whole world.
My Reality
Sonya Smith Aug 19, 2008
Your daughter,
Sonya
P.S. We love you the whole world.