Pocky, I never expected this - after all these years. I even googled your name and I only found old sites of yours dating back to 03. And I assumed you were okay, even when I didn't find your name on the forum - I thought you had taken a hiatus like me, but that you were still amongst us, the living, just somewhere in Singapore, doing what we all do. And then I happened to come across a thread about TFers who died and your name was there. I was so sure it was a mistake, I even posted to ask someone to confirm the news and to ask what had happened to you but by the time I got to the end of the thread, I saw the post by Airlie with a link to this page. Oh Pocky, to find you dead after all these years apart and all this time. U were so encouraging and friendly, esp through the darkest days of my ED, I remember your love of music, and how you followed my blog, my life closely - you cared when I was down, you bothered about me, and I, you. And, now, you are gone. Such a sweet intelligent friend, gone too soon. May you find peace and be at peace my dear friend. I will always remember you, and remember you in my prayers.

49th day today and my birthday too. I hope you're doing great up there. Weird to know you're not here. So weird. But hey - i'll see you someday up there. At least you'll look younger :P