Date of death: 10-01-2008
For my son Benn he lived he loved he laughed he was a big part of my life.This is a tribute to his life.You are ...
For my son Benn he lived he loved he laughed he was a big part of my life.This is a tribute to his life.You are welcome to share his life. I miss you more than ever, just maybe our children are stars in the day time that is why we can not see them.
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I am just missing you today so much it like my heart is in my throat all day
God why did you have to die I have so much to share with you I wish you where here but than maybe you can see me you did tell me you would be at my side.
I love you so much my beautiful son you are always in my thought.
I love you forever and beyond You mother always.
Another Easter is here and how I miss you.I know that you are with me I found the most the best gift you have ever given me.
I was changing the potted fig tree the one with the pot you stenciled for me oh so long ago as I went to lay the pot down to take out the plant I fond the masking tape you put on it .It was dated June 15 2007 and you put stenciled for my mother with all my love Benn.I cried I was so sad that you are not here and than Nathan said think of it this way grandma you found it could mean Benn is still here with you.What a gift it has faded but that I left it on the pot and put the fig tree you had in it it has grown so much but its a long time since you left us that was the last June you where here.
2008.God how .
I miss you Benn love you for ever and ever and beyond.Mom
Happy Birthday my son how I miss you today you would be 44 years old .How I loved making you a party you always gave me so much joy I am so glad to have all the memories of you.I shall be spending my day with thought of you and how much I miss you why oh why did this happened I fell so broken on days like this.You left me way too soon but I must go on even when you are not here.So today on you special I am going to have a candle going all day.Love you forever and beyond Mom
My dear son its five years today it was on a Thur as well that you left oh how I miss you I shall never understand why this happened but it did.I just don"t know how one lives with a broken heart you are in my thoughts all the time I shall love you forever and beyond. Mom
Well My Benji it is your brothers birthday tomorrow he is going to be 39 he is now older than you how I wish you could be here he miss you so much.
I know the other he put a glass of wine for you by your ashes I though that was so so sweet you have he misses so much oh who oh why did you have to die.
My life has such a hole like nothing I have ever know life is just not fair why did you have to go.
I know you always said you would be by my side but how wish I could just touch you for a moment.just to hold you and kiss you sweet face my son.
Love you forever and beyond Your Mother.
Here is another holiday I really feel you loss today but I am going to do what have always done on Easter I am making my deep fried cookies I shall set a few out for you today I know you are not here to eat them but how you loved them
I am making ham like I always do I am hoping Mel and Nathan are going to be able to come over you brother is working tonight so he wont be here and so is Justin.
We really miss you at thses special times but I thank god for all the memories I have of you and the times we shared when we did this together you always help me in the kitchen and to clean up after unlike you brothers and dad disappered as soon as we where done eating ,but it brings a smile on my face to remember our happy times we shared.
So on this day I shall cry just a little for you as I always do but life must go on till we meet again if we ever shall I am feeling like heaven is not really a place it is a made up to make grief more endurable tolerable
Love you forever my Benji I miss you so always you Mother .
Happy Happy Birthday to you Benn if there is a heaven I know you are going to have a good time today ok, I shall miss you today You candle is lite for you now miss you my sweetness. Love Mom
Well I missed you again more than I can say this is now the 4th Christmas that you are gone.How I wished you could have been here Justin Nathan and Dawson with Daniel of course we had a brunch this year it was so nice<br /><br />
On the menu we had your grandma's french toast how you loved that Daniel too,I told the 3 boys that it was your great grandma made it the best. We had eggs benny I got up early to cook the ham the only thing missing was you I so miss you.<br /><br />
I called you brother you have missed so much Ashley now has 2 kids a boy and a girl they are so sweet Morgan is such a sweet boy reminds me of you so much talks a mile a minute just like you did.Kara cried when she first saw me but than she does not know me I am going to see them in spring I want to be there for her 1st birthday.I'll give her a big hug and kiss from you ok.<br /><br />
I love you my son I am going to go rest now everyone is gone so I'll have a sleep and hope to see you alive and well in my dream.Love you forever my beautiful child. Mom
Oh god how I miss you my son this time of the year is I really hard for me my sweet boy. I miss you calling me telling what you did and most of all I miss you helping me get ready for Christmas I cry for you way to much at this time of the year I can not believe you been gone now 4 xmas's.
No one understands how I feel my heart and soul ache but I must be here with out you I do not know why no mother ever should have to have a child and than lose them this is the greatest sorrow that one can have.
But sweetie I know that if you knew how sad I was at this time of the year you would say come on mom you know I am with you I told you I always would be.Yes Benn I know you are beside me always you are apart of my very being my beautiful first born son I love you ............Forever I shall love you your ............Mother.
My dear son I so wished you where here to night to have dinner with us brother Daniel and Justin and Nathan where here had a wonderful dinner with them chicken and the whole works you know your mom, the boys said grandma you make the best pumpkin pie,We miss you at times like this.My heart aches to have you here but your ashes are right in dining room so you you are here we just can not see you is all. I always light a candle for you sweetie.Love you forever and beyond Mom.