Jacob and I would play Huggy Munster where I would be the munster and he would say I'm the huggy munster and i want my huggies, we adapted this to kissy munster and tickly munster. Whenever I asked Jacob if he loved me he would laugh and shake his head no and I would shout 'NO' and tickle him. I know he loves me.

I feel so empty deep down inside From this pain that I feel, hollow and sad I wish I could switch off, run and hide I've never ever felt this bad. I miss my son Jacob oh so much I miss his laughter his crying and his smile I miss his kisses and his tender touch It's only in my dreams that he stays for awhile. I cry all day, my mind won't stop turning I think I'm losing it, am I going insane? I think of him and my stomach starts churning Will there ever be any release from this pain? My tears flow, the pain goes on My heart is broken now we are apart To wake up each morning and realise you've gone Till we're together again my beautiful son

Please know your dear son is in Gods Arms, I too lost my grandson when he was only a little over. My daughter passed 6 weeks later, she was the baby's mom. If you would like a candle lit for him, please let me know. www.memoriesofangels.com God Bless

It's Mothers Day today, and I would give anything for you to be with us, as we all miss you so much, especially your mummy. It would be the most greatest gift of all to your mummy to hold you once more.

for the brightest little star in the sky, smile with the angels and dance in the clouds. sweet dreams precious love from debbie, ivan, nathan and lucy

An Angel in the book of life, . Wrote down our Jacob’s birth, . She whispered as she closed the book. "Too beautiful for earth"

It seems like only yesterday I rocked you on my knee, With dreams about the future and What you were going to be. You were so bright and happy Such a precious little boy, You gave your love to everyone And filled our hearts with joy. Strangers would admire you And stop to say 'Hello', "He'll break a lot of hearts", they said, "In twenty years or so". But less than twenty years from then, What they said came true, As we were forced against our will To say goodbye to you. A life so short and unfulfilled, With so much left to go, "Why, oh why?" we ask ourselves, When we all loved you so. Life shows us many options, But whichever path we take The destination's still the same Whatever choice we make. So many questions flood our minds, "What if, and Why and How?" If we had done things differently, Would you still be with us now? I don't know what the lesson was That you were sent here to learn, But now your purpose is fulfilled It's time for you to return. No fear, no pain or sorrow, Can touch you anymore But the love you've left behind, Will live with us forever more.

My abilities may be different But my feelings are the same I laugh and i cry And take pride in my gains I was sent here among you To teach you to love As God in the heavens Looks down from above To Him Im no different His love has no bounds It's those here among you In cities and towns Who judge me by standards That man has imparted But this family I've chosen Will help me get started For i'm one of the children So special and few That came here to learn The same lessons as you That love is acceptance It must come from the heart We all have the same purpose But not the same start The Lord gave me life To live and embrace And I'll do it as you do But at my own pace

Happy 4th Birthday Jacob Happy birthday Jacob, you would be 4 today. We love and miss you Jacob in every single way. You should be opening presents and having so much fun Instead we’re sitting here our hearts they weigh a ton. Your cheeky smile your infectious laugh and the way you give us kisses, Our hearts they ache for you, to blow out your candles and make your birthday wishes. We’ve bought you a present, it is outside, near your willow tree. We hope your smiling, running around and I hope that you can see. That we miss you oh so much, our son, it gets harder in every way To continue on with our lives, without you here for us to love each and every day

"My Heart Will Go On" What Makes A Mother Author Unknown I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today. I asked what makes a mother and I know I heard him say... "A mother has a baby." This we know is true. But can you be a mother when your baby's not with you? "Yes, you can," He said with confidence in His voice. "I give many women babies. When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, and others for a day. Some I send to feel your womb but there's no need to stay." I just don't understand this, God. I want my baby here. He took a breath and cleared His throat and then I saw a tear. "I wish that I could show you what your child is doing today. If you could see your child smile with other children and say, 'We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear. My Mommy loved me oh, so much I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me. I learned my lesson very quickly. My Mommy set me free. I miss my Mommy oh, so much but I visit her each day. When she goes to sleep, on her pillow is where I lay. I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and whisper in her ear, "Mommy, don't be sad today. I'm your baby and I'm here." ' So, you see, my dear sweet one, your child is okay. Your baby is here in my home and this is where he'll stay. He'll wait for you with me until your lesson is through. And on the day that you come home, he'll be at the gates for you. So, now you see what makes a mother. It's the feeling in your heart. It's the love you had so much of right from the very start. Though some on earth may not see you're a mother with a son. They'll be up here with me one day and know you're the best one."

Another of my memories of Jacob is the time he tried an adapted trike he loved it he was laughing and loving every minute of it. Also the day he tried a walking frame for the first time. His physio and me were crying our eyes out. I am so proud of what he accomplished. I was told Jacob would never walk and he proved them wrong. He was practically racing up and down the corridor and laughing. We were fund raising to buy him one for home. I miss him!

I have so many memories of my son. I miss everything about him. His smile which lit up the worst of days. His kisses which were strange and wet and you were always afraid he would bite you. Playing huggy, kissie and tickly monster with him. The way he would practically jump out of his chair when he saw you. The ways his eyes it up when we came into the room. His laughter. Our stories and the way he would laugh. The times when he was in bed poorly and I would go in and hold his hand till he fell asleep. When he was younger we would put his disney songs on and I'd dance round the room with him in my arms, he would laugh like crazy. The love he has for everyone. The courage and strength he showed during all his physio, assessments, hospital stays. I'm very proud of you Jacob and I love you so much xxxx

I will always love jacob he was a true star always happy and smiling he loved school and playing with his best friend Ben .But most of all he was my best cousin and i miss him loads.xxx love Bethan

The most precious memories i have of my nephew jacob is in the swimming pool. When he came swimming he would laugh and his arms and legs would be going wild he enjoyed the water so much and as his teacher he was a joy to work with he will always be aunty lol's best little swimmer