It's hard to believe more than 6 years has passed since you became sick. I wish i could go back to our last dinner together before the 18th and stay in that moment forever. I can still smell the roast cooking, the laughs and popping the champas cork. Noone deserved what you endured and i wish it could all be taken back. I miss you everyday and don't know what to do without your guidance. You would have loved our kids, you're in a picture on our wall and i point you out whenever i can. I love you Mum, see you soon, Matt xxxx

Hi Mum, Just want to say i miss you every day. I love you so much and things just aren't the same without you. It's been 4 years and still fèels like yesterday. Can't wait to see you again soon. Lots of love, Matt xxxx