Shew man I miss you. Three weeks and one day you have been gone. I reach for the phone so often still to call you. I sat last night with Rene chatting about you and I longed more than anything to be able to pick up the phone and share my feelings with you. I know I can speak to my sisters but there is nothing more important than sharing with your mom and now you not here anymore. I am grateful that you are free of fighting the Big C but damn mommy I miss you so!!!