Zhiyun, take care of yourself on the journey and enjoy in another world .____I'll run Susan G. Koman Race for Cure this year specially for you, My dear friend. Please bless me!__

志云去世了，很震惊，但不是太难过。因为知道，我们都会有那一天。只是，志云， 你走的太早了。 你是我的朋友中，第一个走的人。虽然，很久没有联络了，但常常会想起你，和老 公说起你。你是我认识的人中，唯一可以用‘智慧’两个字来形容的人。 记得，我结婚前一晚，很晚了，你打电话来，说，明天你就嫁了。。。 沮丧时，打电话给你， 你一句话，就把我点透了，我抓着脑袋，想半天，咦? 怎么你会比我自己都了解我昵？ 我要开心的想着你，因为你是个开心的人。你炒的菜很好吃，特别是红烧肉，记得 你要烧好久好久，还要放很多东西进去。还有你包的饺子。。我上骑马课，也是受 你的影响。和你出去玩，象军训一样，每天都安排得满满的，一天下来，玩是玩得 很好，但骨头都散了。。。 志云，你先走一步，等我把两个孩子养大，他们成家立业，有了自己爱的人，不需 要我这个老妈时，我再来找你玩。。。。

Dear O3: I love to call you this name. It belonged to you and will belong to you forever. "Don't tell me you are visiting me unless you have tickets booked" This is the last words I heard from O3, that was the summer of 2007 when I was in the bay area. I am so regretful that i did not make the trip to Houston. I still have your messages from msn: "I sort of miss you guys". Yes, I miss you too. I have to miss you forever. You will be missed by the left gang of 5. We love you,because you were so special. I remember the clean dorm room and tidy beds made by you every time we came back to campus from hometown. -- CN

亲爱的羊：从没想过你会这么早离开我们，几天来你的影子总在我眼前晃悠，每次看到的都是你出了鬼主意后坏坏地笑着的样子。你是我朋友中最特别的一个，遇到你以前，我从未见过一个象你这样精灵古怪的家伙。还记得，刚上大学不久你就对我进行了“高代”的启蒙教育；记得在宿舍里你教我们用扑克玩赌的游戏，咱们拿各种东西来充赌注，而最后我竟然让你引得把自己输给你做一天“奴隶”；还记得咱们给你认识的那个搞心理的当实验品，做心理测试，完了，人家说结论有问题，不肯给你，你非要，回来把那些有趣的结论念给我们听，满屋子笑得拾不起个来；你替CN给她男朋友织围巾时，“敲诈”她，大冬天让她给大家买冰激凌吃，结果她从北大跑到紫竹院里才买到；记得咱们做知识竞赛题，你因为不想等发奖，用咱们的一等奖和人家的二等奖换了，得意洋洋地捧了个大蛋糕回来，等知道一等奖的奖品时，屋里好几只都想痛扁你一顿；当我告诉别人，我同屋居然有一个连五花八门是哪五花哪八门、三姑六婆是哪三姑哪六婆都说得出来的人时，知道别人是怎么惊叹数学系居然有这样的奇货吗？你永远是那么的聪明、永远能带给我们那么多惊奇和快乐。如今你走了，丢下了所有爱你的人，而我们只能在梦里再看到你笑嘻嘻的样子，羊我真得好想你。 你的Miss

I'm Zhiyun's cousin. I just got the bad news this morning from my parents. I can hardly believe what I heard. In my memory, she is such a healthy, sunny and lovely girl. Because we live far from each other, I have met her only two or three times. Still, I was very impressed with her. I can still remember very clearly the first time I met her. It was on our grandpa's 80th birthday. I was in my junior high school years then, and she was already a student of Beijing University. I saw her playing some poker riddles with my other elder cousins and she was always the winner. She was so smart and I admired her so much. She also played small games with me. We wrote on each other's back then told the other what letter it was. I was so happy playing with her. I wish my dear sister health, joy and happiness in the heaven.

I'm Zhiyun's cousin. I just got the bad news this morning from my parents. I can hardly believe what I heard. In my memory, she is such a healthy, sunny and lovely girl. Because we live far from each other, I have met her only two or three times. Still, I was very impressed with her. I can still remember very clearly the first time I met her. It was on our grandpa's 80th birthday. I was in my junior high school years then, and she was already a student of Beijing University. I saw her playing some poker riddles with my other elder cousins and she was always the winner. She was so smart and I admired her so much. She also played small games with me. We wrote on each other's back then told the other what letter it was. I was so happy playing with her. I wish my dear sister health, joy and happiness in the heaven.

I'm Zhiyun's cousin. I just got the bad news this morning from my parents. I can hardly believe what I heard. In my memory, she is such a healthy, sunny and lovely girl. Because we live far from each other, I have met her only two or three times. Still, I was very impressed with her. I can still remember very clearly the first time I met her. It was on our grandpa's 80th birthday. I was in my junior high school years then, and she was already a student of Beijing University. I saw her playing some poker riddles with my other elder cousins and she was always the winner. She was so smart and I admired her so much. She also played small games with me. We wrote on each other's back then told the other what letter it was. I was so happy playing with her. I wish my dear sister health, joy and happiness in the heaven.

我是在一月五号得知志云姐去世的消息，但直到现在我才能接受这个残酷的事实---她曾是那么一个充满活力的人！我们早知道她罹患癌症，却都理所当然地认为她肯定能安然度过，毕竟亲人中有过成功的先例。 当志云姐还在国内时，我们的书信往来比较密切，她象一个大姐姐一样地听我抱怨、告解，用她特有的不露痕迹的方式给我指导，虽然实际上她不过只比我大两岁。她就是这样一个人，随时为亲人朋友的需要准备着，把她的快乐传递给她爱的人。但有时候我更希望她也能让我们分担她的烦恼。 在志云姐走的那天晚上，我梦见了爷爷，他是来接他最亲爱的外孙女的吗？生平第一次，我希望自己是个有信仰的人，相信有天堂，有来生，相信灵魂不死。

Dear Baochun, Thanks for telling me the news. I actually heard it from Jazmine right after she talked to you. I was very shocked by the news. She was the smartest and most knowledgable girl I've known. When I was president of Portland Chinese Friendship Association, she volunteered a lot work for us. I remember one year, she and Abbie volunteered a whole riddle section for us, from finding the riddles, printing them out, and set the room up to prizes, she and Abbie did it all, and did it happily. She always told me to let her know if we need any help. This is such a sad news. It really caught me off guard. I remember she and the group of girls around you played together a lot along with some single boys like Luo DanHui and Tang Dezheng. I wonder if she kept contact with them after she moved to Houston? I know Tang Dezheng is in San Jose area, but don't know whereabouts of Luo DanHui. It will be especially hard for her parents. I remember she's the only child. Please pass my condolences to them. I really appreciate it that At this point of our lives, especially when most of us have young kids at home and a family to take care of and a job to deal with, you and other friends of Zhiyun will go from Portland OR and bid the final farewell to her at Houston, it tells us a lot about Zhiyun. I really appreciate it. Please share any details about her illness and last moment with us if you could hear any. Please take good care of yourself as I told Jazmine. If we don't take good care of ourselves, we are not responsible to our family and kids. Of course, a lot sicknesses are either predictable nor preventable, but if we get sick because we neglect our own health, we become burdens to our loved ones. We don't want this to happen at all. I know you have a pretty healthy life style, I am saying this to warn myself more than anything else, especially at my age. I actually physically feel I am heading downhill, but I still try to pitch in more effort and time than I am able to. Thanks again for the email. Please keep me posted for any follow up stories. Liying Zheng

In early 2006, Breast-Cancer-Virus was detected on Zhiyun; she updated the anti-virus software and removed the questionable parts at then. The system was running fine and under control for another year. However in mid of 2007, the system scan reported the virus has spread to other disks and CPUs of Zhiyun’s system. Zhiyun choose her own way and faith to kill Cancer-Virus. Even the virus has spread on Zhiyun, she is still trying to work part-time and do as much calculations as she can. From September to December, Zhiyun tried to install alternative Chinese software to kill the virus; however, it cannot control the Cancer-Virus either. At the night of Dec 25th, 2007, Zhiyun was hospitalized. At 1:30 PM, Dec 30th, 2007, Zhiyun finally made her decision to abandon her localhost and failed over to her DR in Heaven. She is now functioning happily in Heaven with full capacity and brand new disks, CPUs and Memories.