好可惜! 希望你在天堂过个开开心心的好年~~!

Dr. Qiao said that he could not sleep or eat well after he witnessed Ryan’s passing. I too have been suffering from insomnia since last Sunday it was a shock to everyone, what happened. I was so depressed I thought about giving up everything and going back home to be with my family. Sadness, disappointment, sorrow, all kind of negative thoughts filled my head. Yet fear dominated me for a while though I knew he was already gone.

Then I started to think about what Ryan left us behind: his happiness, his friendly smile and his positive attitude, his thoughtfulness, his braveness and caring sense. Whenever I complained to him about life being tough, he always encouraged me to hang in there. He always painted a bright future for me. “Just study hard and graduate,” he said. When I told him that I was so tired from working long hours, he just responded “Another day another dollar”. “We can relief much burden from our parents if we work hard over here”. Whenever I complained to him about being treated unfairly by my school or in different situations, he always used his kindness and words to calm me down. Although I disagreed with him in sometimes, I understood what he said was all for my benefit.

I guess his cell phone is his favorite. All of his friends knew he was always on the phone. He helped his friends and offered phone consulting to them. Where can we get a good insurance policy, where can we eat authentic Chinese food, which website we can help us to book a cheaper airline ticket and what was the direction to certain places, Ryan was acting as a yellow book master and always ready to share his information to his friends.

Ryan was a role model for us to learn in different prospective. He was a hard working person and even opened his on line business coordinated with his brother. The profit he made paid was for his tuitions and sent back home to help his family. He was so proud of supporting himself instead of asking for money from his family. He was such a people person with a big heart. He loved his family, his girlfriend, all of his friends, his work and his study.

Positive attitude is the first thing I would like to carry on from him. I will be more confidence to face the difficulties in the future. I hope people he liked and cared before and all of his friends will be strong and carry his spirit to live a better life.

Lord our God,
You are always faithful and quick to show mercy.
Our friend Ryan-Zhiyuan, Chen
Was suddenly taken from us.
Come swiftly to his aid,
Have mercy on him,
And comfort his family and friends
By the power and protection of the cross.

小胖，希望你在天堂一切都好，不敢相信你就这么离开了我们，四年同窗之情，数日前的话语还在耳边，人却再也见不到了。。。。。。。

Ben Taub hospital 是houston仅有的3家公立医院，因为大部分枪伤病人是无保险人士，所以都送到了这里。所以它是houston最有经验，最好的处理枪伤的医院。

今天阳光灿烂，可是我的心情特别的低落。msn上收到了你前天的留言，信箱里还有你
昨天发的email.周五的晚上还一起庆祝春节的到来。可现在你在天堂里注视着我们。临
晨的那两声枪声，带走了你对生命的渴望。
今天早晨，接到了朋友的电话。我不敢相信这是真的，我不敢打电话向别
人求证，希望这只是一个谣传。可是电话那头低沉的声音已经说明了一切。
祝你一路走好，在天堂里请继续绽放你的笑脸！

小胖，虽然我们是4年的同学，虽然我们这4年中接触不多
虽然毕业后从来没有联系过
但是，突然接到的消息是这样的让人震惊，让人难以接受
走好，老同学